I didn't even want to go to college at the beginning of the year, I wanted to take a gap year off and make some money. My dad told me I either went to school this year or start looking for a new place. I was definitely not ready financially to leave, so I had no choice I had to do classes. Im going to my local community college. My dad is paying for my tuition. I started with 4 3 credit classes. I had to withdraw right before the deadline from English because I was getting very bad marks on my essays and was most likely not going to pass.
Anyways to get to where I am now. The first month was going pretty well, really. I was going to all classes. Doing homework and keeping up well. And then I got bored. Started skipping classes and not doing anything school-related. For about 6 weeks I did this. I got two jobs about 4 weeks ago because "it is a good idea to get more things to do to keep you busy" according to my dad. Now I have 2 jobs (working 45 hours a week), 9 credit hours, I play hockey, do jiujitsu and go to the gym. At least, I try to do all of this. Last week I just started going back to classes and I've missed so much in Math that I cannot get caught back up, and I am going to fail the class. I've already talked to the teacher. My other two classes, U.S. history and public speaking I have to work super hard to keep my grades at a C in both.
My dad is paying for my tuition to go to school. He knows in the first place I didn't want to go and basically forced me to. How do I tell him and my mom that I failed a class and had to drop another because I was going to fail as well? I feel like he is going to kick me out because he is going to take it as a sign of disrespect and it really isn't I just did not want to go. He has threatened before that if I don't get myself together then he will kick me out. What do i do? Should I just finish the last two classes as well as I can then take everything I have and leave before he gets the transcript? (I know that's not a good idea I'm just venting I don't know what to do)
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