Im not sure what to do at this point in my life. I don't want to be in college yet, mainly because I am extremely sick of school and I don't know what I wanna major in. I've lost the motivation to try in school, and i lost my financial aid due to my grades. My parents also told me that I have to finish college as quickly as possible because my dad is scared that he'll lose his job and that we wont be ableto afford college. It feels like he doesnt think I could work and save money on my own. I already asked them if I can take a break from school and work and literally started screaming and told me thats not happening. I've never been employed before and my parentsbought me a car. It depresses me to no end that the few friends that I have are working and doing well in college and living their lives while I'm here, stuck at home being forced into college when I dont even know what I want to major in. I'm sick of it. When I stopped to think about it, my misery and frustration all comes from my parents. They are terrible people and I'm ashamed to even call them my parents. I need help. Any would be appreciated.
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