i'm a sophomore at a school that is definitely challenging for me. i deserve to be here, i got good grades in high school and what not, but i'm mostly an average smart with incredibly high expectations. i'm undecided and i don't have any idea what i want to do with my life. to be honest, i want a job that will pay well, so i can help my parents who are struggling with money. so i decided to go into computer science, which i do enjoy, don't get me wrong....but i work at a slower pace than everyone in my class and right now i am failing. i don't have much time to keep changing my mind, and i just want to stick with a major already and that's it. i don't want to go to grad school because i don't really enjoy school and i got a C last semester which would look bad on my application. now i'm starting to consider nursing, but nursing at the school i'm in is super competitive and i know for sure i wouldn't get in, but i'm so proud of getting into this college i wouldn't want to switch to another one. so basically i'm trying to decide between computer science and nursing, but i don't think i'm smart enough for either of these majors and i'm stuck. i only have a semester left at this school to stay "undecided" and if i don't chose by next semester i can't return to this school. i don't know what to do.
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