Is it possible I am not emotionally ready to go to a university? I panic and sometime break down crying at the thought of having to leave my home and going to a university. I don't dazzle in the partying and the phase most people go through in their first years of college. I am an introvert but I also like to be around comfort. I DO NOT do well with change. I never have, no matter if it is something small and not even important. I want to go to college because what else do I do with my life. I just freak out and have an anxiety attack whenever I think about moving to another town to attend a college. Is it just being emotionally not ready? I don't really think it is maturity because I have held a stable job throughout all of high school, make my own car payments, pay for everything I want to do such as going out to eat, getting my nails done, ect. I worked around 30-35hrs/week during the school year and 40 in the summer all three years. I know what it is like to have to pay for things yourself and the responsibility of having a job and managing my time with school/homework and work. Is any of this normal or am I just making myself crazy??
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